(dp0 S'buildDestination' p1 VC:\u005cUsers\u005cRon\u005cAbuse Twine.html p2 sS'saveDestination' p3 VC:\u005cUsers\u005cRon\u005cAbuseTwine.html p4 sS'target' p5 S'sugarcane' p6 sS'storyPanel' p7 (dp8 S'widgets' p9 (lp10 (dp11 S'selected' p12 I00 sS'pos' p13 (lp14 I10 aI10 asS'passage' p15 (itiddlywiki Tiddler p16 (dp18 S'text' p19 VYour name is Bridget. You are a 17 year old high school student. You are ambitious, sporty, smart, kind and funny. People consider you as someone all the guys like. They say you have a choice of any guy but instead you chose Jackson, your boyfriend. \u000a \u000aJackson is the same age as you. You see him as a kind lovable person who would take a bullet for you but in the past few weeks, you noticed he has been acting different and you don't know why. \u000a \u000aOne day you were hanging out with Jackson when he started to scream at you for no reason. You thought he was just joking so you laughed it off but his face was dead serious. \u000a \u000aYou think you should, \u000a \u000a[[Raise your voice and yell back|yell]] \u000a \u000a[[Let him vent|vent]] p20 sS'title' p21 VStart p22 sS'modified' p23 ctime struct_time p24 ((I2014 I5 I4 I11 I7 I45 I6 I124 I1 tp25 (dp26 tp27 Rp28 sS'tags' p29 (lp30 sS'created' p31 g24 ((I2014 I5 I4 I10 I59 I55 I6 I124 I1 tp32 (dp33 tp34 Rp35 sbsa(dp36 g12 I00 sg13 (lp37 I11 aI151 asg15 (itiddlywiki Tiddler p38 (dp39 g19 VAbuse p40 sg21 VStoryTitle p41 sg23 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I15 I29 I32 I0 I125 I1 tp42 (dp43 tp44 Rp45 sg29 (lp46 sg31 g24 ((I2014 I5 I4 I10 I59 I55 I6 I124 I1 tp47 (dp48 tp49 Rp50 sbsa(dp51 g12 I00 sg13 (lp52 I10 aI290 asg15 (itiddlywiki Tiddler p53 (dp54 g19 VBy: Brooke Sollows ~ 904 p55 sg21 VStoryAuthor p56 sg23 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I15 I29 I49 I0 I125 I1 tp57 (dp58 tp59 Rp60 sg29 (lp61 sg31 g24 ((I2014 I5 I4 I10 I59 I55 I6 I124 I1 tp62 (dp63 tp64 Rp65 sbsa(dp66 g12 I00 sg13 (lp67 F262.0 aF10.0 asg15 (itiddlywiki Tiddler p68 (dp69 g19 VYou raise your voice at him and find that he just keeps yelling more for no reason. He starts to blame this whole fight on you claiming he never did anything. He's calling you nasty names and saying your the reason he's never happy. \u000a \u000a[[Apologize|sorry]] \u000a \u000a[[Leave and walk away|walk]] p70 sg21 Vyell p71 sg23 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I15 I36 I35 I0 I125 I1 tp72 (dp73 tp74 Rp75 sg29 (lp76 sg31 g24 ((I2014 I5 I4 I11 I8 I0 I6 I124 I1 tp77 (dp78 tp79 Rp80 sbsa(dp81 g12 I00 sg13 (lp82 F262.0 aF150.0 asg15 (itiddlywiki Tiddler p83 (dp84 g19 VYou don't say anything and let ramble away at nonsense. Eventually he calms himself down but tells you to go home to let him rethink things. You don't want to go home, you just got here so you refuse and he doesn't seem to understand and starts rasing his voice again. \u000a \u000a[[Raise your voice back|yell]] \u000a \u000a[[Leave him alone|home]] p85 sg21 Vvent p86 sg23 g24 ((I2014 I5 I4 I11 I29 I48 I6 I124 I1 tp87 (dp88 tp89 Rp90 sg29 (lp91 sg31 g24 ((I2014 I5 I4 I11 I13 I19 I6 I124 I1 tp92 (dp93 tp94 Rp95 sbsa(dp96 g12 I00 sg13 (lp97 F514.0 aF11.0 asg15 (itiddlywiki Tiddler p98 (dp99 g19 VYou apologize and say you didn't understand how upset you always made him in his life. You start putting yourself down to make him feel better and you start to get upset. He tells you it's okay but you know it's not okay. He apologizes and tells you he overeacted and was just having a bad day at school. \u000a \u000a[[Forgive him|forgive]] \u000a \u000a[[Explain he was in the wrong|wrong]] p100 sg21 Vsorry p101 sg23 g24 ((I2014 I5 I4 I11 I21 I18 I6 I124 I1 tp102 (dp103 tp104 Rp105 sg29 (lp106 sg31 g24 ((I2014 I5 I4 I11 I17 I42 I6 I124 I1 tp107 (dp108 tp109 Rp110 sbsa(dp111 g12 I00 sg13 (lp112 F514.0 aF150.0 asg15 (itiddlywiki Tiddler p113 (dp114 g19 VYou leave to walk away but he grabs you by the arm and screams, it seems that you just enraged him. You start yo scream back in his face but that wasn't going over well. He tightend his grip on your arm and screams even louder in your face. You know this is NOT how Jackson actually is. \u000a \u000a[[I'm sorry|sorry]] \u000a \u000a[[Kick him and run|run]] \u000a \u000a p115 sg21 Vwalk p116 sg23 g24 ((I2014 I5 I4 I11 I30 I14 I6 I124 I1 tp117 (dp118 tp119 Rp120 sg29 (lp121 sg31 g24 ((I2014 I5 I4 I11 I21 I47 I6 I124 I1 tp122 (dp123 tp124 Rp125 sbsa(dp126 g12 I00 sg13 (lp127 F374.0 aF290.0 asg15 (itiddlywiki Tiddler p128 (dp129 g19 VYou went towards home. As your going home you get upset and start to cry. It wasn't your fault, was it? You go home crying and your mom asks you whats wrong but you just ignore her. I guess I'm gonna have to talk to him [[tomorrow|next day]] p130 sg21 Vhome p131 sg23 g24 ((I2014 I5 I4 I16 I8 I54 I6 I124 I1 tp132 (dp133 tp134 Rp135 sg29 (lp136 sg31 g24 ((I2014 I5 I4 I11 I25 I9 I6 I124 I1 tp137 (dp138 tp139 Rp140 sbsa(dp141 g12 I00 sg13 (lp142 F766.0 aF11.0 asg15 (itiddlywiki Tiddler p143 (dp144 g19 VYou tell him it's okay and that evryone has a bad day. You guys forgive eachother and make up. Your happy you guys aren't arguing anymore but you still get the feeling that you did something wrong and you still feel guilty. He walks you home and kisses you goodnight and tells you he can't wait to see you [[tomorrow|next day]] p145 sg21 Vforgive p146 sg23 g24 ((I2014 I5 I4 I16 I2 I52 I6 I124 I1 tp147 (dp148 tp149 Rp150 sg29 (lp151 sg31 g24 ((I2014 I5 I4 I16 I0 I56 I6 I124 I1 tp152 (dp153 tp154 Rp155 sbsa(dp156 g12 I00 sg13 (lp157 F766.0 aF151.0 asg15 (itiddlywiki Tiddler p158 (dp159 g19 VYou explain to Jackson that he was wrong and should have never freaked out at you for no reason. This makes him even more angry, he raises his fist at you and demands he did nothing wrong aand it was all your fault. \u000a \u000a[[Kick him|run]] \u000a \u000a[[Close your eyes and hope it doesn't hurt|ouch]] p160 sg21 Vwrong p161 sg23 g24 ((I2014 I5 I4 I16 I5 I43 I6 I124 I1 tp162 (dp163 tp164 Rp165 sg29 (lp166 sg31 g24 ((I2014 I5 I4 I16 I3 I8 I6 I124 I1 tp167 (dp168 tp169 Rp170 sbsa(dp171 g12 I00 sg13 (lp172 F626.0 aF290.0 asg15 (itiddlywiki Tiddler p173 (dp174 g19 VYou know your no match to fight a 17 year old boy so your best option is to kick him and run. You kick with all of your might in the leg, as he grabs his leg you are able to escape and run towards [[home|home]] p175 sg21 Vrun p176 sg23 g24 ((I2014 I5 I4 I16 I33 I36 I6 I124 I1 tp177 (dp178 tp179 Rp180 sg29 (lp181 sg31 g24 ((I2014 I5 I4 I16 I6 I11 I6 I124 I1 tp182 (dp183 tp184 Rp185 sbsa(dp186 g12 I00 sg13 (lp187 F486.0 aF430.0 asg15 (itiddlywiki Tiddler p188 (dp189 g19 VYou wake up the next morning feeling upset over Jackson. You started to let yourself believe that he was just having a tough day or maybe someone in his family is dying. Suddenly you blame everything from yesterday on yourself. You know Jackson is a sweet guy and he's just going through a tough time right now. \u000a \u000aYou get up, make breakfast, get changed, do your hair and makeup. When you finally think you look good enough, you get prepared to talk to Jackson at [[school|school]] p190 sg21 Vnext day p191 sg23 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I16 I11 I36 I0 I125 I1 tp192 (dp193 tp194 Rp195 sg29 (lp196 sg31 g24 ((I2014 I5 I4 I16 I9 I27 I6 I124 I1 tp197 (dp198 tp199 Rp200 sbsa(dp201 g12 I00 sg13 (lp202 F878.0 aF291.0 asg15 (itiddlywiki Tiddler p203 (dp204 g19 VYou close your eyes and wait for the worst. He hits you really hard and you start to whimper. He tells you to shut up as he hits you again you begin to cry and he lets you go. I don't think he actually met it so I [[forgave|forgive]] him. p205 sg21 Vouch p206 sg23 g24 ((I2014 I5 I4 I16 I28 I14 I6 I124 I1 tp207 (dp208 tp209 Rp210 sg29 (lp211 sg31 g24 ((I2014 I5 I4 I16 I26 I36 I6 I124 I1 tp212 (dp213 tp214 Rp215 sbsa(dp216 g12 I00 sg13 (lp217 F598.0 aF570.0 asg15 (itiddlywiki Tiddler p218 (dp219 g19 VYou get off the bus and notice Jackson is waiting for you. He comes right over to you and apologizes for yesterday. You accept his apologie and say it's all your fault. \u000a \u000aHe walks you to your first class but he suddenly gets angry that you can't see him today and starts to fill up with anger. He motions towards you like he's about to hit you. \u000a \u000a[[Scream for help|help]] \u000a \u000a[[Hit him back|hit]] p220 sg21 Vschool p221 sg23 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I15 I29 I19 I0 I125 I1 tp222 (dp223 tp224 Rp225 sg29 (lp226 sg31 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I15 I25 I7 I0 I125 I1 tp227 (dp228 tp229 Rp230 sbsa(dp231 g12 I00 sg13 (lp232 F408.0 aF568.5 asg15 (itiddlywiki Tiddler p233 (dp234 g19 VYou think just since your outside your classroom you could scream and the teacher would come out to help so you give it a try. You scream with all of your might. You never realized how strong he was until he put his hand over your mouth. All you could hear was a muffled noise. \u000a \u000a[[Fight back|hit]] p235 sg21 Vhelp p236 sg23 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I15 I31 I54 I0 I125 I1 tp237 (dp238 tp239 Rp240 sg29 (lp241 sg31 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I15 I30 I2 I0 I125 I1 tp242 (dp243 tp244 Rp245 sbsa(dp246 g12 I00 sg13 (lp247 F251.25 aF405.5 asg15 (itiddlywiki Tiddler p248 (dp249 g19 VThe only opition is to hit him. You've never actually punched anyone but there is a first for everything. You make a fist and swing with all of your might and hit him right in the face! He falls to the ground clutching his noise, blood is running all down his hands. You run into [[class|class]] and hope he doesn't try and blame the whole situation on you. p250 sg21 Vhit p251 sg23 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I15 I34 I58 I0 I125 I1 tp252 (dp253 tp254 Rp255 sg29 (lp256 sg31 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I15 I32 I16 I0 I125 I1 tp257 (dp258 tp259 Rp260 sbsa(dp261 g12 I00 sg13 (lp262 F117.0 aF464.0 asg15 (itiddlywiki Tiddler p263 (dp264 g19 VIn class you notice Jackson walking by your class alot for no reason and you start to think he's waiting for you to come out. When you don't see him standing there you tell the teacher your not feeling well and ask to call home. She gives you premission and tells you to go to the [[office|office]] p265 sg21 Vclass p266 sg23 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I15 I38 I23 I0 I125 I1 tp267 (dp268 tp269 Rp270 sg29 (lp271 sg31 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I15 I36 I54 I0 I125 I1 tp272 (dp273 tp274 Rp275 sbsa(dp276 g12 I00 sg13 (lp277 F261.0 aF651.0 asg15 (itiddlywiki Tiddler p278 (dp279 g19 VYou tell the secratary your calling home because your feeling sick. When you call home you notice Jackson walking by the office and staring at you. \u000a \u000aYou wait for your mom to come get you, she knows your not sick, she can tell that something is wrong. Suddenly the drive home seemed very [[long|long]] \u000a \u000a p280 sg21 Voffice p281 sg23 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I15 I40 I31 I0 I125 I1 tp282 (dp283 tp284 Rp285 sg29 (lp286 sg31 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I15 I38 I47 I0 I125 I1 tp287 (dp288 tp289 Rp290 sbsa(dp291 g12 I00 sg13 (lp292 F101.5 aF652.5 asg15 (itiddlywiki Tiddler p293 (dp294 g19 VYou get home and your mom demands to know whats wrong with you. She's never seen you act like this before and she's starting to worry. You look into her eyes and see worry and concern. \u000a \u000a[[Tell her the truth|truth]] \u000a \u000a[[I can't tell her|no]] p295 sg21 Vlong p296 sg23 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I15 I42 I9 I0 I125 I1 tp297 (dp298 tp299 Rp300 sg29 (lp301 sg31 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I15 I40 I44 I0 I125 I1 tp302 (dp303 tp304 Rp305 sbsa(dp306 g12 I00 sg13 (lp307 F157.0 aF864.0000000000003 asg15 (itiddlywiki Tiddler p308 (dp309 g19 VI tell my mom what's really been happening between Jackson and I. All of a sudden I see fear. I begin to cry. She holds me tight and tells me everything will be okay. \u000a \u000aLater that night she told my father. He was instantly enraged and called the police. They made me breakup with Jackson. I do really love him but I can't go thru with this any longer. We filed a restraning order on him and now the cops check every so often to make sure he doesn't bother or hurt me anymore. Now that I'm single, I think I'll take a break from boys for a while and enjoy life because life is [[good|the end]] p310 sg21 Vtruth p311 sg23 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I15 I47 I39 I0 I125 I1 tp312 (dp313 tp314 Rp315 sg29 (lp316 sg31 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I15 I42 I28 I0 I125 I1 tp317 (dp318 tp319 Rp320 sbsa(dp321 g12 I00 sg13 (lp322 F172.0 aF279.0 asg15 (itiddlywiki Tiddler p323 (dp324 g19 VWhat was I thinking? I can't tell my mom, she won't understand. I tell her the teacher was giving me a rough day at school and I just needed a break. \u000a \u000aThat night supper was awkward because my parents were just staring at me. I gave up. I couldn't tell my parents that the guy I loved was abusing me. He wasen't doing it on purpose. It was always my fault to begin with. \u000a \u000aLater that night I realized I made a mistake. I couldn't take another day of Jackson abusing me. I packed my bags, stole money from my parents and ran away at 5 [[a.m|am]] p325 sg21 Vno p326 sg23 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I15 I52 I3 I0 I125 I1 tp327 (dp328 tp329 Rp330 sg29 (lp331 sg31 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I15 I47 I47 I0 I125 I1 tp332 (dp333 tp334 Rp335 sbsa(dp336 g12 I00 sg13 (lp337 F346.0 aF798.0 asg15 (itiddlywiki Tiddler p338 (dp339 g19 V.......The End p340 sg21 Vthe end p341 sg23 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I15 I52 I28 I0 I125 I1 tp342 (dp343 tp344 Rp345 sg29 (lp346 sg31 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I15 I52 I14 I0 I125 I1 tp347 (dp348 tp349 Rp350 sbsa(dp351 g12 I00 sg13 (lp352 F131.0 aF27.0 asg15 (itiddlywiki Tiddler p353 (dp354 g19 VI'm walking away from my home, ready to leave my life behind in hopes of starting a new one where my boyfriend would actually love me. Maybe if i have a few days to think I would call Jackson and make him come with me. But then reality hit, he was never going to change. I couldn't head back now, I was almost at the bus stop. How would I face my parents if I decided to return home? How was I suppose to breakup with my abusive boyfriend without getting killed? My head was spinning and I couldn't take much more of this. \u000a \u000aAs the bus pulled up I got on and thought about having a new better life then this one. Maybe someday I would come home and everything would be different. For now it looks like I'm going to be gone for a while and hopefully have a better [[life|the end]] p355 sg21 Vam p356 sg23 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I16 I16 I20 I0 I125 I1 tp357 (dp358 tp359 Rp360 sg29 (lp361 sg31 g24 ((I2014 I5 I5 I15 I52 I43 I0 I125 I1 tp362 (dp363 tp364 Rp365 sbsasS'scale' p366 F0.6000000000000001 sS'snapping' p367 I00 ss.